Just Be Yourself

                                                       




When we are little many of us were teased because we were to short, to Tall, to Skinny or even to Big.

I was teased because I was always more toned then everyone else. The reason why is because I was in cheer, dance, and gymnastic. I didnt have the body of a normal 7 or 8 year old.



                                                        

Up untill the age of 14 I was very small and I was very toned then most kids. It was so bad that kids started saying I was on steriods and would tell peolpe not to talk to me.

This would really make me sad but, I got over it most of the time.
my family moved alot so I wonted stay in one school for a long time so I was used to people not liking me and saying things about me.

As I got older cheer, dance, and gymnastics became more popluar in school and I would not feel so bad because other people started to look the same way I did.


These things I'm very passionate about, and as I got older I learned not to care what people thought about me as long as I had what I loved I would be just fine.

This was my life I didn't know what it was like to not do these things because I started at a very young age.
No matter what anyone says dont let them bring you down for doing something you love.


If  someone ever says anything about your apperance just shrugg them off and dont let them get to you.

If you love what your doing dont ever Stop.
                                                         
                                                      

The Big Question

 

 

 

 

 

 

Will you marry me?

 

 

These are the words that I heard on May 27, 2012. Three days before my graduation day one of my

bestfriends that moved to Texas to go into the military came and surprised me for my graduation.

The night of the twenty-seventh at eight at night a heard the door bell so when I went to go answer

and it was him my bestfriend that I haven't seen in months.

 It turns out that a few days before he came  to California he called my parents and asked for my hand in marriage and my parents said that he was crazy.I'm only 19 years of age and he is 22 and we were just to young to get married.


Although he is my bestfriend I know for sure that he is not the one for me. I never had to be put in an awkward situation like that before. I was thinking to my self as he pop the question, what in the HELL is this boy thinking, what made him think that I would want to marry him, and why on earth would he want to marry me?


I never knew he cared about me so much that he would want to marry me, I know that I never thought of him to be more then just a friend. I didn't know how to say NO, but I didn't have to say anything just the expression on my face gave it all away. I felt really bad because i broke his heart

but at the same time he wasn't the one for me. I never want to hear Will You Marry Me in a long time now those words haunt me, because I never want to be put in that awkward situation again. 

 

 

 

                                                                

 



Gone But Never Forgotten

 

 

 



 

 

Have you ever lost someone that meant the world to you?


 Well I have on July 27,2012 He was one of my closest friends that I ever had and died at the age of 19, he loved life and was full of happiness.

For the privacy of him and his family I will not say his named or the way he died,but I don't think I have to just the way I talk about him everyone who knew him knows who I'm talking about. He was the highlight of every ones day, always wanted to cheer people up, and did what ever he could to help people out. He was a class clown and always knew how to put a smile on my face.                                                                                                                               


  He was an amazing dancer ever known to man and had a heart to cover the Grand Canyon.

  I always wondered why bad things always happen to good people and i don't think I'll ever find out. I just want him back, but that's not going to happen. I feel the only way I can connect with him is dancing for him. I have been working on a dance just for him to relieve the pain.

 
 I never knew that the last time I saw him was going to be THE LAST DAY  I ever talked to him
again. 

 He was traveling in Rome when it happened and never even made it back to say goodbye.

   When I was told the news I felt like my heart stopped working. I think and dream about him every day and even when the wind blows I feel that's him with me. Its been hard for me to deal with the pain, but I've learned to take it a step at a time. 

One day I was walking to class and I saw a truck that looked just like his truck and just for a split second I wished that when the truck past by it was going to be him in it. I think and dream about him everyday and he will always have a special place in my heart.

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  This is the song I'm going to dance to hope you all enjoy it.

 

Today is just one of those days!!!!
Your always on my mind.
R.I.P bro.